Obviously this is a unplanned preg for me eventhough it may sound a little irresponsible to say this, for bf maybe it is a MISSION ACCOMPLISHED for him. A week of struggling on how to handle the emotion, how to work on with a bb coming, with all the questionmarks in our mind, here we are accepting this preg with open arms, and take it as a blessing. There are lots of stuff that need to be settled eg, when to move to jp, can i travel before the 2nd trimester, etc.. but i decided to leave it all to bf this time. Strangely im not pressing the panic button like what i used to be, just feel like wanna lepak blues, leave everything to him, relax and think of wht to do best for my preg. Before preg, bf vowed that he will stop smoking if i got preg, so he did it, without me reminding him of his promise, which is definitely rare case. Not sure it will last but i appreciate the effort.
Back to preg, by now body changes is obvious, breast soreness, tiredness, nose bleed, gain a kg, hurtburn (this is the most uncomfy part) think thats about it.. touch wood that im ok so far, no morning sickness, no nausea. Suddenly in need of a nap is killing, especially in the office, can just dozed off even standing.. at home by 9:30 i should be in the bed already. I have much to say in the blog, but just can help it, what i need is only Zzzzzzzzz........
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