Im Back again

A picture of mommy after a long long while. Sometimes you just forget how yourself look like after having kids, when you only take pictures of kids and th husband dont bother to take a picture of you. Needless to say, a picture of you and your husband is rare and difficult to come by.

Im back again to my blog. Make me feel so guilty that i havent update anything about Ai. Im glad i started this blog and will continue to journal a little piece of something that happens in my life.

Ai is now 6 months old. She is sitting down by herself by now. She has got her first 2 teeth. She likes her big brother and they are always playing well together. She is so far an easy baby just like how Yuta used to be or even easier. She is sleeping through the night and dont need midnight feeding anymore. She doesnt like to go out unlike Yuta, so it is kind of like difficult for me go out with her.

Yuta meanwhile is difficult to handle so far. So far, 3 year old of him being most difficult for me. He still need alot of attention from me and he has developed the so called "social anxiety". He cant handle big group, need a very long time to get used to new places and environment. When we have party at home or when attending party, he started crying and shouting and show all the bad manner which sometimes i have to admit that i feel embarassed by that. He is scare of almost everything from stepping on the grass to ant. We once drove 3 hour to a barnyard, hoping to show him around farm and milk a cow, once we got there he started crying and didnt even want to walk on the grass and demanded to be carried. of course we refused that, and drew our mood to the lowest and we ended up just ate a cup of ice cream and drove home. i talked to his pediatrician and he assured me that it is just a phase that some kids have to go through. I just hope it will end soon. Terrible 2, horrible 3.. hope there is nothing more coming in 4. Other wise he is learning good in school and listening good when he is only with us.