When i read coy`s blog about Khalil Fung the singer, i have never heard about him. that is how me is lacking behing the entertainment world or the world. i dont read no nothing, not even the newspaper, i dont watch no TV even. I count count the number of hour i sit down on a chair /sofa, i guess less than 2 hours aday. Sometimes i just feel like wanting to subscribe to the chinese TV programming, just sit myself on the sofa and tune myself back to the world where i once was. i feel like watching a steven chow comedy movie, so that i can laugh myself out loud, though i personally feel many of his movies is nonsense, minus the first few years back that i really enjoyed. stress? mm.. i dont really say im in stress now, im just tired. with yuta turning 17months now, he is so demanding,clingy and rebellious. maybe rebellious is not a good word to use, he is just trying to tell me something with his words and actions and when the communication cant get through, it frustrates him and me too. I dont even want to think about me being incapable of doing my duty as a wife and mother but cant help not thinking this way sometimes. Everytime when i talk to some of my friends back home about how hectic being house chores and taking care of bb is, friends will say, `at least you are not working, thats not so bad`. Im really not sure being a SAHM is less stressful than working mom. Im finding it so ridiculous that i wake up at 7am everyday, and just right after i have my jump start coffe i will start working, till 11pm or later everyday.
Back on track......... the good thing, i got my car few weeks ago, now im going out everyday, just to get the boy burn some his extra energy and give me a good 1hour of quiet time when he has his nap. Im going to fitness centre just across the road here, good thing, they have kids club, so while i do my gym, yuta will be there playing. i try to go there everyday, though is just an hour,(yuta wont stay in the kids club more than that) it helps me refresh a little. Im sending yuta to gymboree 2 days a week, 1 day to storytime at the library and other days will be just lepak blues in the mall play area.
Networking... not much, though i made some friends through internet, and have met this very encouraging , wonderful lady from singapore and a chinese lady at the park. other than that it will be all, `hi` and `bye` kind of friend.
2 comments:
haha... every kinda life hv their hectic time...
Yesterday my col.(a mother of 2) told me she so envy abt the neighbour's daughter-in-law. no nid 2 do anything @ home but shopping n go others, cos the mum-in-law is taking care of the grand children n all the hsework 4 her. Then, i asked if the relationship of the in-laws good? she said no, the mum-IL keeps complaining the daughter-IL.
That's the give and take... i have my difficulties too as a working mother.
But i salute to u so much, frm the Grace that i knw of :) Be happy & cheers ya ;)
i've tried both being a SAHM and a working mother and yes, i completely agree with you... being a SAHM is definitely more difficult.
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